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Wel since I have none of my pony art uploaded here (mostly cuz it's not finished) I thought I could maybe upload some things

togheter with my wow fan art something to sheer the things up. it can't be all werewolves and stuff hmm. Don't be afraid werewolves and dragons will Always be my 'main' thing to draw

And school started again yay It's nice to see my friends again and have new awesome teachers

 

xxx

This is not really meant for other but I don't care if other can read them. a week ago my boyfriend broke up with me. First I was hurt, then angry, etc.
But today I read a text of him about treu love, and i made me think of his last words 'I don't love you.' his face expresions when he said it.
I started to question a few things, first about who was it?
were al the things he did and said fake? etc...

I don't know why but i started crying as soon as I finished the last sentence. I thought time healed my heart but it didn't.
I didn't want to cry but maybe I did because I still love him, in a little corner of my heart.
I don't know what to do, nothing i going like i want (thats life biatch)
there are so much feelings and idea's I could express on the paper but it just won't work.
everything I try fails.

so prepare for a shitload on sad drawings etc.

Wel there are some problems here in Antwerp, Belgium. My favorite metalcafe needs to close.
The problems are the owner of the house where the cafe is, money and Antwerp itself. In europe and Belguim Antwerp is famous for it's diffrent cultures and styles, But a metalcafe is not annylonger welcome here. Also the owner of the house where the 'rots' is is a jerk he refuses to help renovating it it's a total mess, the owners of the rots spend 150.000 euros to renovate it and make it a good cafe! I'm mad to hear it was for nothing end this summer they need to close :c Why do people not like metalheads? We are people too! only we like other music and have our own lifestyle. I'm sad because if the rots closes we have no other thing to go except for the street. It's a real problem.

But we have some solutions! We don't give up! As one big family al the people who go to the rots stand togheter. We are making flyers to let the people see we need the rots, we are going to make a little film to let them see we feel home in that place and we are just normal people like everyone else. And ofcourse there are donations for the financial part of thee problem. I hope it helps! please let me know if there are other ideas to help.

Every idea and every person to support is verry welcome

Wel I really like wolves, more I'm obsessed with wolves. But I like all animals, like lions. But I've been reading some stuff about wolfaboos and I started to wonder. An I a wolfaboo?
I know the grey wolf is NOT endangered. Other wolf species are, like the mexican wolf, the ethiopian wolf, etc..  Yes I have an sparkledo/emodog character. And it looks skinny but that's because I couldn't draw wolves as I draw them now.
So I don't know if I am a wolfaboo or not Oo

But I am a human with my own opinion. I'm saying this because people in my own region are thinking i'm a hipocrite vegetarian, wolfloving thing that only draws wolves.
Yes i'm a vegetarian, it doesn't mean that I don't respect people who eat meat. My boyfriend eat's meat xD I fiht for animals, and their rights and global warming. But i't doesn't mean  think animals are better than humans Oo

so this was my journal about wolfaboo's and being a vegitarian

wel sorry if I sound emo xD
but; my scanner broke, my boyfriend is punished and can't see me until easter, my school suck's and my drawings are... weird
I don't know actually I don't feel well, I cry and i'm mad and happy in one hour Oo
I don't think that's normal. Annyway I hope I kan draw some real stuff not the personal emo stuff. Because people nearby and friends from my dad asked me some things to draw.  for school I need to draw a lot of stuff.
But I gonna stop with whining xD